So I've been doing some pondering lately. We had a service at church on Good Friday, and though I'm sure most people did not get this idea from the service, it must have been something God wanted to remind me of because I have been thinking and praying about it since. I'm not even sure how to put it into words, but I have been longing for Jesus to come and restore the earth and make all things new. A drama was done during the service telling the story starting from Creation, how Adam and Eve sinned and God's plan to send Jesus to redeem and save His people. A beautiful slide show was put together to depict creation and there was slide after slide of stunning creatures, flowers, birds, skies and so on.
I was carried away to a world in which everything was perfect. Just the way God designed it to be. Where God and Adam and Eve enjoyed each others company in the gorgeous garden of God. There is no way I can describe how beautiful and amazing it must have been.
Then Adam and Eve sinned. I sinned. We cut off our relationship from God who is the only source of all things good and loving.
But then came HOPE. One day it will be perfect again. Though I have sinned, Jesus made a way for me (us) to join in that perfection!!! What incredible grace! I just can't get over it!!! I can't wait for Jesus to come back and for all to be perfect again. I can't wait for the ultimate unity between all of us. 'For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known.' 1 Cor. 13:12
I fear the responsibility of raising Adalyn in such a cruel world. She is so innocent and beautiful as a baby, but yet still corrupted by a sinful nature and living in a sinful world. As I was thinking about these things, God reminded me once again of his grace. When God created the earth and made Adam and Eve in the beginning, he had a perfect plan of how families would look and designed them just perfectly. When Adam and Eve sinned that was all crushed.
Then I saw how when parents teach their children about God and we pass down the wonders and truths of God to our children, we see just a tiny glimpse of how God intended for it to be. I saw the difference of families in our world where God's standards were valued and lifted high and where all that was cast to the wayside. We still face trails, temptations, and hardships because we live in a sinful, fallen world, but we have hope. I'm having a really hard time describing my thoughts, but I was sitting there playing the piano during the singing, praising God for my godly parents who taught me the ways of God so I can pass it on to my children.
'One generation shall praise Your works to another,
And shall declare Your mighty acts.
I will meditate on the glorious splendor of Your majesty,
And on Your wondrous works.
Men shall speak of the might of Your awesome acts,
And I will declare Your greatness.
They shall utter the memory of Your great goodness,
And shall sing of Your righteousness.'
Psalm 145: 4-7
And so for now, I will tell Adalyn of God's wonders and mighty acts. Of God's greatness and goodness. Of how He has made a way for her to be free and live in relationship with Him. And by God's grace, our little tiny corner of the world will be just a little bit better. I am far from a perfect mother, but for now I will hold onto this hope that one day all will be restored to the way God designed it to be from the beginning where we will walk with him in paradise, in that beautiful Garden in the city of God.
'And He who sits on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” And He *said, “Write, for these words are faithful and true.” Rev. 21:5